The last six months have been quite a ride. I am currently unenrolled in school (which makes me sick) and I have had to battle medical issues for the past six months. But, on the brighter side, I am healthy now and my family is healthy. Blessings can always be found in unexpected circumstances. I am thankful and yet still sad. My want for having more children is unmeasurable, but I feel ungrateful because I already have two healthy beautiful children. I'm sure time will help with this pain and the smiles of my two wonderful children will ease my pain.